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Hi.

Tomorrow marks an entire week. An entire week of me attending classes from 9am to 6pm.

Which means I'm up by 7.15am (a must) and I must leave house around 7.45am to 8am to make sure I reach campus by 8.45am so that I could get a decent parking and could walk leisurely to class.

If I only get up at 8am for a 9am class I don't even need to bother to get up anymore LOL no point going to class yeap just sleep till the next class starts.

YA SEE THE CARS I HAVE TO FACE DAILY 

Y'know I sometimes really wish I stay near campus. Things at home are getting a lil difficult to deal with and the travelling time is so tiring. But staying at home gives me the freedom to roam around.... sneak a lil teatime date or two with deric, stop by some random malls to get some errands done etc.

You see my dilemma...

Everything's so stressed up. I come home to little procrastination then it's off to arranging my timetable and start doing my work. I have to finish most work by 24th 'coz I'll be off to Bangkok for 5 days..... I have to attend other lecture sessions too to be able to keep up with the syllabus. :(

By 10pm my eyes turned very tiny but I have work so normally I'll be able to sleep by 1/2am. Last night I slept at 3am studying and writing and drawing cactus and water lettuce zzz.

 SEE MY CUTE CACTUS

SEE HOW NICE I WRITE MY REPORT ^^

As I said before, it's either my schedule is too empty or too busy there is nothing in between.

And I have to allocate time for piano too 'coz I'm sitting for Grade 6 exams on mid Nov T________T PERFORMING 5 CONTEMPORARY SONGS.

And you know what's not helping? My friends around me only having about 200-300 credit hours for a 4 months course and me having 600 credit hours for a 3 months course?! That's fucking insane UNMC wtf do you think we are?!

I am so jealous with my friends being able to slack a lil... I feel like stabbing myself everytime I do.

Idk how long can I put up with this. I'm on the verge of breaking apart..

xx.