aww memories.

i wont spread my wings and fly,

i rather stay on the spot, enjoying times of life.

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the big advantage of being a small kid : no stuff's to worry.

i used to like it when mum brings me here and there, playing with cousins day & night.

i loved it when people care for me as i used to be the cute little blur one at home.

i really do enjoy it when i'm being a little kid that owns NO problems to worry.

now, all changes.
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my life's full of questions awaiting for answers.

lots of lots of questions that no one will even bother to answer me.

the thing that always pop out my mind when i looked at my own relative standing right in front of me yet i barely know them : why on earth do we end up like this.

the thing that always pop out my mind when i saw others going everywhere, talking about everything with their oh so close friend : i want one too.

i envy vero whose always with kas. i envy maevonne whose always with han. i envy johyee who has her own gossiping gang.

yet i'm mixing around different circle of friends everyday.

i feel so lost now, i don't even know who to talk to.
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tomorrow's valentine's day.

this year my valentine will be yvonne & sara.

as they both are coming to school tomorrow and willing to teman me if i need them. Thanks lots girls : D

i'll go have a cold drink, and have a good rest.

xoxo.